Posted by chennelle27 on 2015/03/01 under Uncategorized im feeling sad, weak, vulnerable. my thoughts on my life i have none. i dont know what to do. i dont know whether i should talk about it to real person or not.i just have to let it out before i scream from anxiety. i walk around smiling like everything is fine. but i know in reality theres always something terrible waiting for me around the corner.i see all the people around me, some happy some sad some confused. some are like me and have no idea what exactly is wrong. ME, i have no idea why im sad. i have friends who love me. family who supports me. but all that just seem unimportant because my feelings never change. the only thing that makes me feel a little bit better is typing my feelings and letting out all my emotion. if i were to do this with a person i wouldnt be able to hold back my tears. the one thing i hate most is crying. why? you may ask. its because i hate my emotions. because i fall too deep into it and i can never find my way out. and ill never be able to stop. so i am starting here on this sight.see how it works out for me. see if it will keep me from hurting myself or god forbid killing. i know the death of me would cause pain to many people. but i have yet to find a purpose for my existence. the belief that everyone would be fine without me in the world. i have yet to be proven wrong. i am only an error. i shouldnt exist.but please try to change my mind. try to prove me wrong. it would make things interesting.
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Life maybe a crap-load of stupidity but there’s one thing I’ve learned about it, it always wins because it never makes mistakes. So believe me, ur not a mistake. We are all humans and none of us have the capability of seeing whats ahead.
Joy and Happiness cannot and will not exist without sadness. Just remember that and you r worth way more than what u think. 🙂