Everyday day i sit here thinking how i regret being engaged and having a one year old. How i should have been still single how if i could only turn time a round. I regret my life every single day i wake up, how i take day after day after day after day after day. I reget it because im not the wife type and mother type, im only in my early 20s, why did i had to rush life. I regret this every day. I can’t express enough oh how i regret this. My insides of who i am feels forgotton feels dead. How i can never express this to a living human, this is the first time writing it out. Im sad, empty inside.
Hey, if you want to turn around something, it should be your negative attitude. There comes a time when we must accept the things we cannot change. And sometimes, you feel like it’s a really bad time for you, but it’ll get better! You gave birth to something, cherish that. Love him/her and maybe in that you will find your purpose. Bad things, like good things, always end. – Remember that! May god give you strength.