Stop It
How long does it take for a person to grieve over a loss of someone? Only a couple months and I still sit in silence as the world passes by. I sit and observe around me as my friend laugh, people gossip, music plays and as the world keeps spinning. I would like to move [..more..]
Laugh Through The Tears
I’ve found it! After weeks and months mulling it over, I now know why! I’m afraid of reality. Many times a day I’ve been attempting to conjure up the closest thing to this feeling deeply rested inside my chest and now I can speak it. I do not want to believe in the reality around [..more..]
Tears
Tears stream down my face but why? I feel no sorrow, grief, anger, despair or pain both physically and emotional. Then why do I lay here as my chest heaves with every aching sob? I don’t even know it myself. Tears follow a single line tracing my face, slowly dragging to become droplets on my [..more..]
Alone
I like being alone but I hate being alone. Such a contradiction, isn’t it? I don’t understand it. As I type this an amused smile sits upon my face. Why would someone ever want to be alone? People ask this question everyday and I sit here and ponder. I don’t know why. I don’t understand [..more..]
I Miss You
How can I let go? I miss you dearly and the thought of just letting you go seems wrong in a way. I don’t want to let you go though us not healthy to hold on to something that is long gone and dead. I don’t know how to let you go and nice on. [..more..]
Suicide
If someone calls for help but it takes on dead ears, what are we? Many people claim that if someone said they were suicidal, would they actually care? Nowadays I see so many people call out for help but no one turns their head, gives a hand and just bad mouth them. “Their only doing [..more..]