Posted by Anonymous on 2021/02/01 under Life Today I saw a valedictorian speech by a high school graduate from a Christian school. He introduction was quite The pressure. The need. The fundamental young adult accomplished life. Having a passion for something. Being dedicated to your goal. I have none. I never had one. A passion. Am I depressed? If for the longest time – my whole life – I haven't been passionate about anything. I can't function. I don't want to be depressed. It's exhausting. I've been through it before. Don't wanna do it again. So I'll just not think about it like that. How to find a passion. How to be passionate. How to stand out. How do I ensure ihave an upper hand in this competitive world. Is this going to kill me? I hope it doesn't kill me. I don't want it to kill me. I'm surrounded by individuals yet I am not one. My oneness blends in with the crowd as if they're alike. I am not differentiated. It's a bit hard to think that I have set myself up for mediocrity. That's a hell of a shame. If others can do so much with their time. Be so productive and make so much money and bring so much positive influence in this world, what's stopping me? Why am I not doing it? I am capable I'm just unable to find motivation. I. I am sorry. To my parents. To all those who depended on me to be great. I am average. my existence hasn't brought any greatness nor have my actions. I need to stop now. I'm being too hard on myself. I have a promise that I'll be friends with myself. So I have to not be that hard on me. She's just doing the best right now and I know it. It's alright. I do have the strength. I am able.
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You are able ♡
I’ll be cheering for you.
I was similar to you about five years ago. I underestimated the competitive world and died. But I’m trying to get up again, slowly.