Posted by sammybaby017 on 2015/07/13 under Uncategorized when i was younger i thought there was no future ahead, i lost my virginity at a very young age and from then on i got bullied about everything and anything, i had to switch schools because the constant bullying got so out of hand it was ruining me every day. finally i moved and my dad left me to live in Texas and i just couldn’t get a grip on my life. i thought why live when you have nothing to live for. soon i started cutting all over my body, anywhere i could i would do it. i didn’t have much friends at my new school and i just felt like it was gods way of telling me your life has no more meaning. until one day everything changed. i was sitting in my room doing my homework when my at the time 7 year old sister came in my room. she stood by my desk and told me that mom was crying, i asked her why and she said it was because of you. i looked at her in shock and asked why was it because of me and she took my arm and said mommy’s scared you are going to visit god soon. i broke down not knowing what to say. she took my arm and just prayed, she prayed that god wouldn’t take me and that he would heal the pain, as i sat there crying she told me that i was the best sister anyone could have. from that day on i realized, the people at school don’t matter, the rumors don’t matter. the biggest thing that matters is family, family will always be there when the friends aren’t. from that day i have never cut, im now 17 and in a happy relationship with a girlfriend and me and my sister are the closest thing ever.