Posted by girlthathadheart on 2015/04/14 under Friends feel like no matter what I’m always lonely or I get let down. I mean I only feel this way ever so often only when something happens or I generally feel like no one gives a s***. I mean I know the whole world can’t revolve around me and I cant go round expecting people to fawn over me and tell me how amazing I am. I feel like I’m trying so hard for everyone else and get nothing back sometimes I want to tare out my heart. I mean people tell me its the fact that I’m too nice well if I can’t be kind what can I be a b****!?? others say that I should just care about myself what’s life if you go around on you’re completely uncaring of other people what kind of self centred existence is that. to be honest I don’t really know what I’m looking for someone to second my feeling or someone to answer this big rant. really that’s all it is just a rant to get off my chest.