Posted by twistedsoul on 2013/10/20 under Uncategorized Baby were falling apart….I know u say u want to start over n talk n try to get back to the core of what makes us us but for that u need to talk to me….u have to respond to my texts u have to call me….stuff like that is where we are centered n that’s where we r failing….I’m trying to keep going but the more I feel us falling apart the more I feel like I’m losing my sanity..I can’t breathe without you I feel numb n I’m really starting to just lose my grip on reality my nightmares are slowly getting worse n u know how bad they were when I had them under control but it seems lately I’ve lost my ability to suppress them I don’t know…..I’ve never needed anything more than the way I need you n us n our dynamic….u are the air in my lungs the blood in my veins my soulmate my heart my sanity n my best friend…..I love u Amanda come back to me