Posted by Anonymous on 2016/06/26 under Friends im starting school soon and im a nobody. i used to be popular and now my self esteem is so destroyed due to betrayals and gossip from “popular girls” that i used to hang out with. i dont have any more confidence on how to handle school or even talking to anyone anymore. going to school as break is ending is hard, i have been well alone for the break but the thought of going back scares me. i feel like a burden all the time, worthless. its 3 am and i cant sleep, i have so much burdens and i cant stay focused, its hell.
i know im not the only one feeling like this but i cant help but feel the worst, although i know im not. i want to cry but i cant. im so scared. freling alone for partnering, feeling alone during lunch break. sitting alone on the bus, telling my friends abt things makes me feel like a big burden. i really hope that someone in my vlass will be willing to be my friend. i try hard to socialize and be normal again but i can only hope. ifinally realise what anxiety is and realised how once i’ve been hurt i dont think i’ll ever be the same again
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You are everything, not nobody. Just being you in enough! You’ll make new friends! There are probably people on your school that are good but maybe you haven’t noticed if younwere with the wrong people. give it time. Just be cool with it. You have to be cool about being alone for a while. You realize things and you are open! So you’ll be fine. Really.
Here’s some lyrics from a song: When you want to give up and your heart’s about to break remember that you’re perfect God makes no mistakes. You are just great the way you are. Don’t let anybody convince you the opposite okay? Just because you are not popular it doesn’t mean that you are worthless and a total zero. Of course not! What’s even great about being popular? Let me tell you what being weird and yourself feels like. It feels wonderful! You do not have to worry about what others think of you, you have fun with your friends just by embarassing one another ( it’s actually worth it), you don’t have to worry about being the “coolest” all the time, everybody laughs either at you, or with you and last but not least people actually learn to appreciate you and fall in love with you for who you trully are. Why fit in when you were born to stand out anyway? We are all DIFFERENT and that is amazing, otherwise we would all get sick of each other. You need to learn to love yourself. Personally, these past few years have been nothing but hard for me and you cannot imagine how many times i had to learn and love myself for who i am, but here i am. You need to give it a try. At the end of the day it’s all about you and how YOU feel. Oh, and if you really wanna make some new and TRUE friends just approach them. You need to build your confidence and go talk to them, try to earn their respect, you need to try yourself and make a fresh start. One step at a time and you will make it, and do you know how i know? I believe in you, i believe you can and if you are seeking support and companion then count on me. But you need to overcome anxiety and i know it is hard but it is going to be worth it 🙂