I like my best friend, oh f***
I'm moving to a new city and going to college in a few months and I've just realized that I have feelings for my best friend. Even though I'll be losing contact with almost everyone in my life once I move, not being able to see or talk to her makes me more upset than [..more..]
Alone
Is she ever going to love me the way I want to be loved? I doubt it. She’s f***ed up and it’s partly my fault. I can’t sleep and I was rejected for Valentine’s Day. I’m sure if we end up together I’ll be forgotten over and over again. I always am. Nobody actually loves [..more..]
to my sean
I know were both afraid of the future and of the things unsure. I know and feel your pains, and I know what it feels like. I know what it feels like wanting to die, seeking happiness and validation from certain people, feeling all the shame and guilt of being alive everyday the feeling of [..more..]
I Love The Internet
Currently using CHATGPT to write a Malcolm in the Middle/Mortal Kombat story with quotes where Lois trains with Raiden in order to find and defeat Shang Tsung, who has kidnapped her family. I love the internet.
Did our relationship not matter to you?
Did you ever care about me? Love me? After all that we went through together, why did you block me? I thought I mattered more than that. You said you would wait for me. Well I’m ready now, but you seem to be gone. Did I matter so little to you that you could so [..more..]
I miss you so much
I miss you sooo much. It has been 14 days that we don't talk anymore. But I always miss you. I can't help it. These days are the worst days in my life.
It is hard to move on
I want to know how are you? Are you happy with a new girlfriend? I am sorry that I deleted text app. I think it is the best way to move on.
Why :(
Why am i such a hopeless romantic? I always think that people will change. Things will be different, they'll get better. Ugh, why? I keep on hoping and i just wish i could grow tired of this , but i keep hanging on to this ideal scenario i have created. So i keep on wishing [..more..]
pink frog; december 29 2022
i wish i could understand and sympathize with you and each of your worries