Posted by kaidom18 on 2014/08/22 under Uncategorized I feel hurt in so many ways because its hard wake up every morning knowing that my feelings wont matter to anyone except that special person. Im with someone now and I enjoy it too the fullest and we talk and we laugh and its amazing. But my depression has gotten so bad I cant seem to talk to anyone about it because I dont want to darken the mood around me. I dont rreally think much of myself and its a big self esteem booster too have someine rhat cares about me. I love my family too death but it sucks because its a situation where you know that everyone would be better of without you.I can give good advice but I cant seem to take it.im lost in life and I know being only 17 that its still early but ive lost alot people because of depression and it seems thats its taking me too. I k ow id never be able too do it but that feeling of utter hopelessness is just a lot to bear. I came here to vent because I need help and I want to help others. I might actually learn to take my own advice
Hey, I know how you feel I been through a stage of depression when my mother pass away I felt my whole world was falling apart and I have no one else to talk to about it. I lost so many people that are close to me because of depression. My depression got worst days after day. until one day I woke up and realize I don’t want to be this person anymore so I decide to talk to someone I trust about it and from that day on I have gotten so much better!! I really hope things are going ok for you I think what you need to do is open up to somebody that you trust and it will get better!!:) good luck