I used to be a likeable girl, a girl who was full with energy, a girl that never thought about negative things, a girl that used to be.. popular. Who am I? I dont know what to do anymore, I feel worthless and lack of communication. and I realize.. I dont have a life. I have tons of friends, many many of them that None of them I can actually share my thoughts with. Nobody understands me, even my own parents. I cry myself out every night, something, something in me that Im sad bout and I dont know what it is. I feel left out.. I feel guilty, I feel like, Im a failure. “you dont have friends, what are u talking bout” Right. thanks for reminding me, Mom. I dont have friends and nobody wants to be friend with me. I was wrong, and she’s always right. I just got myself into something that Im not supposed to. and my heart is again, one more time its shattered in to pieces.. but no one seems to care. Every smile is fake. I dont know who I real am inside. Someone please tell me, someone please save me, and get me out of this walls. I dont like it in here, darkness and sadness are all I see every single day. Im wasting every second of my life, but I can’t do nothing bout it. Im worthless. I thought bout suicide, but that’s stupid and I know that. But again, my life is worthless…