“You love someone, so you never want to fall out of their favour.
You always want to be their number one. There’s nothing wrong with putting all your heart and effort into pleasing the person you love. I do believe that but… I could ask him ‘Am I really somebody special to you? What rank do I hold in your heart?’ Not that I’d ever say anything so childish. I don’t want to look bad in front of him. Or.. do I not even have the confidence to imagine what his answer would be?”
– Kusama Nowaki