I’m trying to figure out what the hell has gone wrong with my life… I feel like I do not have anybody to share my thoughts or anything. I’m married, my husband loves me.. But things are never the same they used to be. I too love him,but there is something wrong.
I just feel so left out. I’m the youngest of a family with 4 children. I have 2 sisters and one brother. They are much elder to me. Everything was fine till I did my O/Ls. But things turned wrong after I did my A/Ls. I used to be a very bright student. Then I joined my job, got caught to many bad people, and my parents wanted me to marry young. I got married at the age of 23 and I’m still 25. I lost the best period of my life. At the time of getting married we had nothing. But we applied for so many loans and bought a house and a vehicle after a lot of suffering. I do not enjoy my job, but cant get rid of it because of the loans.