I have also never gone to a party or done anything social,,high school was wake up, go to school, go to class and never talked to any one unless they talked to me, maybe sleep on desk but never slept, recess break,,and for the first few years i stayed in the toilet too scared to sit outside,,then class,,and same for the rest of the day..the next few years I got some courage to sit on some grass on the edge of the school that no one was around..i was also too scared to eat at school or in public,,but i didn’t lose weight cos when i went home I would eat some,,and then some computer songs for some time..and that happened for all my 5 years of school,,weekends and after school i didn’t have any friends or any thing to do socially..i would listen to lots and lots of songs and thats all i have done