I’m tired of everything.. I’m surrounded by bunch of people but I can still feel empty inside. A lot of people ask me what’s wrong, but no one seems to care. I’m tired of faking a smile everyday. I feel pressure and everything I I do doesn’t seem enough. Family, school, friends, crushes, these things don’t seem interesting to me anymore, I don’t know what to do anymore.. I’ve been strong for a long time but I don’t know how long it would last.. The day he left me is the day I started going through depression. Even though it seems like I have been better, but really I’m not. Today is valentine’s day, and all I wanna do is to cry. I miss him so much but I know he would not even care. But that’s not the only thing I’ve been tired of, there are so much more that I can’t explain. These feelings are hard and it’s tearing me apart. I would never be good enough for anyone… I don’t know what to do anymore.