My trip down South was good but not…. Good because it gave me time away from here but not because it didnt include you…. I didnt even see you although I did do a couple of drive bys wishing you would come out just at that moment but then scared in case you did…..I cant go on just being friends… my heart wont let me… God how i wish you knew about this site and my writings….If only you would just stumble across it and read all what I have written because then you would know that i do mean what i say….. I want to see you I want to talk to you I want to be with you I want to kiss you I want to cuddle you I want to feel your body next to mine I want to love you pls just let me………….I wish I could scream to the world my love for you… I love you and its killing me not being able to tell you this or show you everyday or at all…. even though I have told you I want to be able to tell you more often and to hear it back from you would be heaven……….. Oh I LOVE YOU ………….. FOREVER XXXX