I rang you today… we only spoke for a short while but it was lovely to hear your voice… I asked if you were up here you said no down south… I said down south where you belong… you sounded rejected and flat from my comment… I have so much trouble understanding you at times…There are times when I feel you dont want me near then times when I feel that you do want me….. You told me your phone was going flat and that it might cut out… It did so I will never know if it went flat or if you hung up… I asked you why you were ignoring me … you said not ignoring and i said oh yeah thats right your just busy…. You agreed… Why it so hard to just send a quick message back you dont need to ignore me…. It hurts… is that your intention or your coping mechanism….. Anyway phone went dead end of conversation…..
I am coming down south with any luck next weekend……I hope you will spend some time with me…… Some private time… I think its time we went to the next level and work out or feelings once and for all…… I love you love me back!!!