i just want this year to end quickly now. i have no job and feel as though my life has come to a complete stand still. like a wall in front of it. to high to climb and to big to knock down.
i have no where to turn. this makes me un happy. i need some income coming in a have a girlfriend who i like and would love to treat. but i can’t provide for myself so how is she going to stick around. i apply to jobs all year and receive nothing but rejections i haven’t even gained a single interview. i hate bringing pain to my mum, and it kills me inside when i have to ask for money. she is 60 and should not be supporting her 26 year old son.
all my peers have been very successful but i can’t seem to catch a single break. i really don’t know whats up. guess some peoples lifes are already written