I am a chubby girl ok? A little bit big around the edges. And I was okay with that until I started high school this year. And everyone looked at me weird. And the guys make fun of me whenever I walk into class. And now… I want to starve myself. I want to cut off all my fat. I want someone to love me. Whatever it takes. But every time I try to lose weight, I just can’t take the pressure and I give up. I truthfully don’t understand why I torture myself like this. I liked the way my body was, until I found out that no boy will ever love me or care about me the way that I am. I don’t understand why I am not accepted.