I do not know if it is a blessing or a curse but I always care so much more for the people around me than they care for me. I love to love but sometimes when I just need that one person to be there for me like I wouldn’t hesitate to be there for them I look around and there is no one who I can just run to and let everything out. I would go completely out of my way for somebody although I know that they probably would not do the same for me. I have my wonderful family of course but I do not want them to stop believing that I am strong and to worry about me. It also does not help that I am the biggest coward that I know there are very few people that I trust and I always just hide everything. I just hate feeling so alone but then what can I do to change that