I look at all these thoughts everyone writes on this website & i have many thoughts while reading such as im not alone to wow this is very depressing . Then i think what if someone reads my thoughts and thinks ” this is depressing ” I don’t want to be the depressed girl anymore i want feel happy & great & wake up with something to look foward to not depressing thoughts not great another day i have to get through . the way i found this website is i have something heavy in me & i needed to write it down to maybe i guess .. understand it more myself all i typed in google is ” Somewhere to write ” and i just clicked ! the more i write the less heavier i feel in me. I needed this some how some way i needed someone to read & understand and not judge me and just free write not caring about mistakes or anything. the last time i ever felt truly happy was when i was little girl , nothing mattered when your a kid not who to impress not what to wear to be cool or who gets a boyfriend . every kid wanted to grow up so fast that we almost forgot how happy we truly were now that were all grown we hate it and wish to go back to what we KNOW was happiness , if only life worked the way we wanted it to but sadly it doesn’t & nor will it ever . the point of happiness in life is to find to your own & stick to it .. for a very very long time. thanks for reading who ever you are hope your happy 🙂