I want some sort of privacy. Everyone’s in here, all the time. Talking about crap. I’d really just like to be somewhere where I can be just with me, not with someone else talking about things. I want to write. I want to be alone, to plot and scheme and write. I want to be able to go for a walk without being stared at. I’d like to feel like I fit in, even a little bit. I want to be able to run and skip and scream and no one can hear me, to have complete and utter freedom. For no one to be watching. For once.
I miss home. I miss being able to disappear.