I got out of school, looking for her. She wasnt there, Had no way to contact her. So i took the bus, When i got home i was there for 15 minutes, and then she came she was home. My mom had walked through that door immediately, Screaming an yelling at me…..Im a f*** up……Why dont i just listen………why am i so retarted………..Evan thought it was her fault, she calls me these things repeatedly. After a while you start to believe them. Finally when i had enough strength i ran an hid in my room………..I swore i would never do this, ever again. I grabbed the pair of scissors on my desk, an i cut, an cut, until all i saw was blood. Today was the day i broke my promise to my self