I feel like i cant take it anymore. Everyone is on me about everything. I just want to get help. I cant take most of my friends, Ive lost my bestfriend. My mum dosent want to talk about my depression with me. I feel lost and confused. I dont know where to turn. My heart feels like a ballon, its about to pop. every time i feel the tears running down my face its pure acid. Everythime i cut i feel the blade deep in my arm. I cant stand these feelings anymore. Nobody is helping. My friend and I are both depressed. He threatened to commit suicide over a fight and i feel guilty. My sibling only bothers me about my cuts with the same question. Why? The only reason i can give him is because im hurting. I have atempted suicide once and now i crave death again. my heart, soul,mind and life are so wrong and I hope i can get them right