IS THE SECOND NIGHT WITHOUT HIM…I LEFT HIS HOUSE HE WAS ABUSING ME FOR A LONG TIME AND I JUST HADE ENOUGH.
THE FIRST NIGHT WAS SO DIFFICULT COULDNT SLEEP CUZ I WAS PICTURING HIM NOT CARING ABOUT WHAT HE HAVE DONE AND NOT REALISING THAT HE HAS A PROBLEM.THE TRUTH IS THAT I CARE FOR HIM WE BEEN THREW ALOT BUT ALL OF THE SUDDEN HE CHANGED WEN HE GOT MAD.ITS SO HARD I WISH I COULD TURN BACK TIME AND MAKE DIFFRENT CHOICES LIKE NOT BEING WITH HIM,NOT LOVING HIM.THREWOUT THE DAY I KEEP REMEMBERING EVERYTHING WE DONE AND HADE PLAN TO DO.ALOT OF PP DONT UNDERSTAND I GUESS CUZ THEY NEVER BEEN THREW THAT.IS IKE I LOST A HUHE PART OF ME,I LOOK ALL MY BRUSIS AND I FEEL BAD FOR HIM CUZ I TRIED TO MAKE HIM UNDERSTAND HE HAD A PROBLEM AND I KNOW THAT HES GOING TO PAY EVENTUALLY AND IT MAKES ME SAD CUZ I TRIED AND DIDNT SUCSEED.SO HERE I AM 2;28 AM AND FEELIGN LIKE CRYING CUZ PART OF ME WANTS TO CALL HIM AND ASK HIM THE SAME THING WHY?HOW COULD YOU? AND THE OTHER PART OF ME IS HOLDING MY OTHER SIDE TO PERVENT FROM ME CALLING HIM CUZ I KNOW THAT THATS WHAT HE WANTS AND I DESERVE SOOO MUCH MORE.SO SECOND NIGHT AND I LISTEN TO ANT LOVE SONG AND START CRYING WISH I COULD SKIP THE PAIN.