Why I’m still not happy, i have a friend, i have someone to love me, but not sure if they love me back, but I don’t really care, because we already best friends, but why I’m still not happy.. there is something missing in my life I don’t know what it is.. i spend my time doing lots of things but that sudden moment that come to me that make me feel depressed that want me to suddenly just to explode crying, and in-front of everyone, but I save it, keep.. even though it hurt honestly so much.. but i save it till i go to sleep and cry and inside shout it all. Suddenly i just want to die.. i wanna laugh again till i can’t breath.