every time i come out of my room..and try to talk,tell you all how i feel…i just hurt myself badly… i rather…stay in my room…on my laptop…doing whatever it takes to be away from you all…. i’m so damn lucky to have you all… but i’m sick of having people dat dont know a thing about me..except mom….i dont know…i’m gay and you dont even know it… i’m depressed you all cant se it..i guess i’m gay coz dat’s da only thing dat keeps me away from my depressment…if i go wrong it’s my fault… i dont blame you….but i hate myself for feelin alone