there is so much going on in my life. i may seem like i am a happy person but not everybody can see what not is going inside me. i dont like telling people about my problems. although i am known as the best problem solver among my peers and family. i have always been there for everyone. i realise how much it means to understand someone you care about but why dont people feel the same about me? if i dont complain then there is no one even considering that i have needs too. if i complain then people emphasize there problems even more. people lie, cheat, fool me. i have been through much more than any person of my age has typically been through. when will people start realising that i am someone too, i have feelings too. i have some needs too. why am i always the giver? can anybody ever try to understand me?? i am so tired of life.