Why why in the hell cant you be farking honest and just come out and tell me you have a farking girlfriend… Why the farking hell am i always allowing myself to get hurt over you…. I love you so much and i shouldnt… I am friggin married yet i allowed myself to fall in love with you and what for just to get hurt by you time and time again……God Daniel I love you….why do you go quiet when you have a girlfriend but then when you split you come back… why is it that you are the one that gets to decide when we do and dont talk……why why why……… why do i love you god i wish i knew that answer….I am shattered my heart and sole are crushed…..