Hey , second time i write here . answer it please . well look im 14 . i dont know what the hell is wrong with me . im acting angrey mean rude and bad to everyone and why ? cause im in love from 8 month all the garde 8 year with a guy in my school . i love him so much but i dont talk to him alot normally . we arent friends and everyone thinks im a jerk for falling for him cause he is ugly rude and sort of an idoit , i know that while im cute pretty and hot . i know all these but i dont know how to get over him . how to forget him and move on ., why ?. why life has been so bad to me in such a young age . i have friends , and is loved but all i care about is him him him . i trip while wlaking infront of him , put my head down while practing a dance with his class and never looks dirextly into him . i notice him look at me sometimes but another times he just flirts with another girl , i need good advice please no nonesense no hate plz im so sad and depressed and thanks .,