I love him, and thats why im scared to loss him. The doctor says he is in critical condition and wont let any visitors in, but they tells me that he’s been asking for me and his best friend, so finally they let us two in and i dont want to leave, his condition is terrible and im scared ill never hear his voice again, never grab his hand and skip together down the road screaming together “Lets Do It For Johnny!” Im so scared of never touching him again… i dont want to just know hes okay, i want to be with him to feel hes okay, that way, i might be okay too. Im Just So Scared