Everything has gotten so hard for me. Sometimes I cant think. it hurts to wake up in the morning and feel that im alone. i have almost no friends. I love my boyfriend to death but sometimes i dont want to be with him. i have really bad mood swings and i have no idea what to do. Am i depressed? i have no idea, but i feel like everyday is going to be hard. i cant bare it. there are times where i want to die…i know its not a good thing but its how i feel. i just want everything to go away…i want to be alone.