why do i wake up every morning? its just the same bull s*** over and over again. the same youll never be good enough. i always end up in the same spot. sitting in my room alone, with a blade. who wouldve thought that hurting myself more would help me more then anything else can. if i were to die right now i would be the happiest person alive. f*** life. f*** all this unnecessary s*** im done. if you dont see me tomorrow youll know what happened. just tell everyone im happy.