What thoughts? What feelings? I only have one and that is pain. Life is not worth living anymore. My job is screwing me over, my parents hate me because I am ruining their life, I lost all my friends and what ones I have are graduating and my best friend who I love so much moved away. I’m hoping to still stay in touch with him though. I can’t take it anymore this is so much stress and I hate it. I hate my life. I hate myself. You know what’s funny? I’m only 16 and I’m going through so much. People will probably think, “Oh, it’s just an over-dramatic teenager. Who cares?” Well if you knew the whole story on my life you wouldn’t say that. I’m planning on ending it. Soon. I don’t know when, but soon. Goodbye everyone who will actually read this and care.