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Posted by on 2011/10/31 under Uncategorized

What thoughts? What feelings? I only have one and that is pain. Life is not worth living anymore. My job is screwing me over, my parents hate me because I am ruining their life, I lost all my friends and what ones I have are graduating and my best friend who I love so much moved away. I’m hoping to still stay in touch with him though. I can’t take it anymore this is so much stress and I hate it. I hate my life. I hate myself. You know what’s funny? I’m only 16 and I’m going through so much. People will probably think, “Oh, it’s just an over-dramatic teenager. Who cares?” Well if you knew the whole story on my life you wouldn’t say that. I’m planning on ending it. Soon. I don’t know when, but soon. Goodbye everyone who will actually read this and care.

5 thoughts on “30-10-11(15:21:32)

  1. Anonymous says:

    life is worth living for. if you died your parents will be filled with guilt, your frriends will blame themselves. everyone would be shocked and filled with sadness. its not worth it hun. stay strong i know you can i believe in you

  2. Joy says:

    life is worth living for. if you died your parents will be filled with guilt, your frriends will blame themselves. everyone would be shocked and filled with sadness. its not worth it hun. stay strong i know you can i believe in you

  3. Anonymous says:

    I would say it gets better but I don’t know if that’s necessarily true. What I do know as true, is that you get stronger as time goes on. Just hold out for a tiny bit and you’ll see.

  4. Anonymous says:

    Please, please talk to someone. You have so much left ahead of you still – don’t throw it all away on an impulse.

    Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

    I cannot promise that there’ll ever be a moment in your life where suddenly it’s all easy and you’ll be spouting unicorns and rainbows… but I can promise you that you will smile again. And it is so, so worth going through all the trials and pain, just to feel that one little smile.

    Keep holding on. There will be better times than this – if you think everything is going as badly as it can possibly be, then it can only get better from here – and if you think that actually, things could be worth off, why why /why/ do you want to die?

    Please, talk to someone – talk to me if you need to. Post your email here and I’ll be here for you, or just comment if you don’t want to share your email.

    <3

  5. Anonymous says:

    Okay, this isnt the typical comment. But its my honest opinion, life is crazy, trust me, of all people i know. ive been through things people couldnt even imagine. life is f***ed. thats all there is to it, everyone is going to tell you not to commit suicide and by all means i am NOT telling you its okay, but it IS okay to FEEL this way. I myself have felt this way, crying myself to sleep, but at the end of the day if you do choose to stick around youll become a better and stronger person, if you leave this world, the life you lived isnt going to mean anything. youll be forgotten and by no means am i saying your worthless but oncce you give it a year, youll be remembered as the one that committed suicide…. you dont want that do you? people shoulkd leave this world content and beautiful. i recommend reading tuesdays with morrie it changed my life honestly. and f*** the person that said it doesnt get better IT DOES GET BETTER! so please beautiful person whomever you may be please dont make a tragic and disatrous mistake that will leave nothing but grief and hurt. Walk with your head high and F*** the people that dont love you, everyone is wonderful in there own way, so please PLEASE hold on <3 I'm begging. LOVE LOVE LOVE! xoxoxoxox

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