I honestly don’t believe in love anymore, at least not for me. The person I fell in love with, who was my first love. The one guy who 5 years ago showed me that not all guys are the same, now show me that all guys are the same. Due to a misunderstanding in a fight we are no longer together. Found out he been lying and have been cheating on me for the past two years. I saw emails, texts, and pictures. I knew of the girl and she have told me that she is with him but blinded by love and trusting what he said when I asked him about it I didn’t leave. Things he did made me had doubts but i trusted him and love him. Also we have a kid together and I didn’t want to believe it was true. Months after the break up he contact me again apologizing and saying he was stupid. That I was the best thing to happen to him. Saying he want to get back together and want us to be a family. Telling me that girl doesn’t mean anything to him. That he never cheated on me. That the girl was crazy and is obsess with him. The other day he told me he need to go help a friend and that he love me and hope I don’t give up on him, he want us to be together. He called me two days after that and again apologize. He told me he got hurt and wasn’t feeling well. Later that night I called to talk to him and to see if he feeling better he said not really and that he was going to ask his mom to take him to the hospital. I called back about an hour later to check up on him and some girl I didn’t reconized her voice answer, I didn’t say anything and hung up. Called back again and his mom answered, I asked if he was home and she said “I think so, let me see.” I heard her knock on his room door and tell him he had a phone call. I guess he asked her who because I heard her say a girl, your woman. Than she came back on the phone and say “I told him but I don’t think he coming, I’ll leave the phone on in case he come so he can talk to you.” I said ok and waited, than after like 15-20mins someone hung up the phone. I called back and no answer. I think he is with that girl because that was her birthday. I don’t understand why say all those stuff to me when he is with her. I never did anything to him. When we broke up and I heard he was with her, I didn’t say or do anything just let them be. Why is he doing this to me? I believe mine and his whole relationship is a lie.