Stop here…
I said stop here.what is wrong with you..
Look at me .!!!!
Just look at me.!!!
Aaaahh………..
I have No words for describing to yourself……
I just thought about yourself….you are very ambitious lady…
You can do all that types of works which we never want to touch it..
You always want to do different experiment in your life..and wanted learn more and more…..
But now suddenly!!!!!
I am totally shocked..when I saw sorrow in your eyes of failures.
Your sorrows tell us very loudly you are tired now and want to do stop your thinking here!!
But why??????
I just want to know answer to all of my question which I asked and coming in my mind right now!!!
Just Give me answer !!!!
And!!!
Stop crying like a child here……
Rapidly
I saw darkness in my room and silence!!!!
Ohhhhh!!!
She was my Mom…..
Mom……
What..But she passed away before my schooling..
OHhh..God!!!!!!!!
Her spirit shows me ….My mother known everything about myself..she can feel me..my sorrows, my laugh, my feeling…
Mom’s…where are you.
.please come back…!!!
I missing you..i am feeling you….Ahhhhh
Why you left me alone!!why??????????
Yes!!!!!
Yeah….i am tired now…Much tired
I want your lap…. Want to sleep in your lap very peacefully..
I am feeling alone..very alone mom…No body with me..No one…!!!!
I am not liar!!!
I have a lot of dreams.which I do see for family, friends..and for myself ..
But why every body does not understand my feeling.
Why family do not support me..??
I want to write, speak and move…
Why does stop here it….????
I am a girl ….that is my fault???
Or
I am live in just two rooms of home???
I know I am not a beautiful girl..never wore expensive dresses….
But it does not mean I am nothing……..
What do I want..???
Money???
Fame???
NO….i don’t want….i just want trust…..
I am sure…If you trust on me I will get respect,,money and fame from outside automatically…..
Please hold my hand….!!!!
Trust me….
I will catch everything in the world..do fight for my right..just
Just need your trust….:::
Do not leave me alone….
(Mother)