Why do I even bother talking? No one listens. Sometimes I wonder if I really even listen to myself. It hurts so bad knowing I have no one to talk to. My therapist is great, but she can’t always be there to help me through things. I’m so sick of hearing dogs bark, trying to talk to my mom as she is walking away from me, and I am sick of no one being there for me. Some days I just feel like ending my life would be a better life than what I have now.