depression is taking over everything in my life… its been so hard for my innerself to blend in with the beauty of life…. i wake up in the middle of the night with heartaches.. and mind loss… am i psychologically ill?? or am just lostt?? i see a f***ing ant on the street and i keep thinking of it leading myself to depression and thoughts that would be beyond the seventh sky… whenever i see a thing this happens,, i cant fit with people, i am heartless when it comes to people that are around me.. i cant wait to feel embraced