I used to love school but now it is giving me so much stress. I am in the tenth grade. Sometimes I get so nervous that I throw up. I hate school for various reasons. Please listen, because I would love so help and advice. The first thing is waking up in the morning. I know that everyone hates it, but for some reason I simply cannot do it. I go to bed at a reasonable time, but it takes me 45 minutes to roll out of bed every morning at 5:00. The next thing is the teachers. They all hate me and never help me to understand anything. They put so much pressure on me, and make me feel horrible about myself. The kids that go to my school are not too amazing either. All they do is gossip and spread rumors and I have literally like three friends. My parents just do not understand how hard it is. I cry myself to sleep every night because I feel like such a failure at life. I am doing horrible, but trying my best. I feel like I will live at my parents house until I die, and never enjoy things in life. No one will love me because I will be useless to society. I do not know where to turn, I cannot decide what job I want, and I feel so dumb. Everyone around me has it all figured out and I’m just here.