I have so many things to express, but I can’t seem to put it in words.. Just sum up everything people talk about on this website… that’s what I feel..
I need help. I need help now. I have to get out of here… I’m trapped in a small space where no human will ever find. People talk to me everyday. what for? I’m nothing. Just like you said, right? I’m a piece of s***, nobody wants me. I don’t deserve to be here. I don’t deserve everything I’ve ever gotten. I need to breathe. just help me out. Let me escape from my drowned up, ugly thoughts. I HATE YOU. I hate what I’ve become. what am I? I don’t know anymore. What do I want? what will I become in 5+ years. Maybe I might not even be here by that time. you never know. Is this what you want? I can’t seem to prove you wrong. why can’t we make peace and love, no war. F*** THIS S***. I’m f***ing done with you spoiled people. I need a man to join me on the road…. Help me. I need someone to understand. Why can’t depression be as perfect as a beautiful b****?