I smile all the time, and when I cant, I look away from them, My friends. Im a broken person, so I dont want them to see me like that. But when I couldnt hold it today and walked out of class, then had a Panic attack… I still went back in and smiled. They starred at my red rimmed eyes and knew I cried so they hugged me. I hate when people act like they care, so I had another panic attack right there. After that, they saw me as fragile and were cautious around me. An hour, I calmed down. Then it was back to half ignoring me. Thanks guys, for proving you care about me…. Only for an hour. I might not want the to treat me differently, but I dont want them to 3rd wheel me.