I have a great body, and it sometimes makes me feel like a know-nothing jackass. I have never thought of killing myself or self-harming. I hardly gain a pound after eating a ton, and I can lose weight much easier than most people. I truly am completely content with how I look. But then I look around at all these other girls cutting themselves or starving just to be like me. I was BORN with this, and I’ll most likely never have to work hard to keep it. So how am I supposed to help and comfort my friends when I can’t relate to them? I can never say “I know how you feel” because I don’t. I was given the great gift of a wonderful body, but it really should have been given to someone who REALLY REALLY wanted it. I feel like I’ve been given something I don’t deserve, and there is no way for me to share it. I look good, but it’s just my good looks that make me pointless. No one trusts me. I’ve been asked if I’ve ever been anorexic. They all just assume I’m some kind of slut with a superiority complex. None of the nice guys talk to me because they just assume I’m out of their league. I was just born this way, and there’s nothing I can do about it.
What I want is a body that fits ME.