I have a boyfriend. We have been together for approx. 8.5 months. He is one of the most caring men I have ever met. I really respect him and dont want to hurt his feelings at all. I see that he is falling for me more and more everyday. I dont have any feelings for him as romance. I cant get out of this relation or else I will lose him and so many friends probably. What do I do. Its getting frustrating each and every day to pretend that ilovehim when I dont. The fact that I might be seen as a hoe and also loose friends makes me more stressed. I almost have a emotional breakdown everyday. I cant reply ily2 when he says ily because if i dont mean it i dont want to say it to raise hope. I ignore him when he says ily to me. I f***ed up