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A new experience

So I'm 20 years old. I've never opened up to a guy and neither have I ever been as close as I got to him. It was on everything. We talked everyday, we shared many life stories and in the end, I fell for him. The whole point was meant to be fwb. I don't know whether to say that I pushed him away with my b.s. Maybe we were incompatible. As of now, it's over. It's been 2 weeks. This is my question, he really doesn't care about me, right? I mean, maybe slightly. I find this whole thing sickening. I opened up, especially a lot towards the end, and now this person gets to leave? There was also a lot of nasty stuff that occurred in between. He called me ugly, even tho he said he would have viewed me that way back in hs. Not now. In all, it's damaging all over the place. Nothing makes sense. Especially me liking him. It's like, where do I go from here?

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