A doubt maybe crossed your mind..that everything is a lie.It’s not.It’s all true(and much more that i wish you know).Fear and unspoken truth… Fear of disappointing you(more then i already did),hurting you(and others you care)and fully losing you..You deserve better.More..i know.I just want you to be happy.It seems like all i do is the opposite.. somehow. I’m sorry for all.I can’t say it enough.I wish i know what it takes,i wish i had it..To make up for it the way you want it..And in time.I hope you know that ill always care..and be there,if you need it.You are never alone..Love..I