I have so much going through my head right now but I just don’t know how to start this or what to write at all. Why do people have to assume the worst of everything that has to deal with me? My birthday is next week and I am really looking forward to it because I can finally move. I love my family but they treat me like crap. My sister met a guy on the internet not too long ago and they were really happy together but something changed in him and they broke up. I recently met a guy on the internet too. I am so happy with him, happier than I have ever been. He doesn’t treat me like crap like they do and he actually wants to be with me. When I’m around him, everything else doesn’t matter. When I told my mom about him she just said how it would end up like my sisters relationship. I then told my grandma four months later and she yelled and said the same thing. People wonder why I don’t tell them anything about my life because this is how they react to everything. I know I don’t have it as bad as some people but life kind of just sucks right now. He is the only good thing in my life. Nobody will give him a chance because of what happened with my sister. He hasn’t met any of my family yet and I honestly don’t want him to meet them because I am ashamed. I know this isn’t right but I can’t help how they act. All I want is to move away and be with the love of my life. I’ve never had this feeling for anyone else and I never want to feel it for anyone else. He is my world and I’m at the breaking point where I would choose him over my family. I’m not a bad person at all, I do all I can to help and everything just bites me in the butt. I pray to God that my life will get better soon. Please don’t judge. 🙁