Moved from the city to a small place. I am someone that believes that everything happens for a reason. I have been with my boyfriend for 11 years… I know long time but high school sweet hearts. I am afraid that this want the best move, but I am always cheerfully optimistic. The fact is that I am not sure I love him anymore. Maybe that’s why I am here to realize that. I have started to reconnect and rediscover my love for music, arts and film. Trying to grey back into the entertainment industry. I happened to meet someone who plays in a band, it was fleeting but I just can’t quite get him out of my head. I was asked to bartend a wedding at request of a bride this coming up weekend and when I saw the set up list what do you know his band is playing coincidence? Fate? I don’t know any more…”everything happens for a reason” I guess we will see what Saturday night brings. Maybe I am here to give them some contacts. I have been offered a job in the city maybe I will take it. Just wish we hadn’t bought a house here!!!! Ugh…