I am not doing so well today. I’m feeling very unsure of myself and what is happening in my life. I’m sad. I just can’t seem to find a happy comfortable medium with where I am and what I’m doing. When do things get easier? How do I take that first step to figure out what I want to do? I’m really unsure about how to do that. Am I depressed? I think I am. I have this dep deisre to figure out who I am and be a better person. At what age does it start to make sense? I’ll be 25 next month…I hate not having my life make sense or be in order. It’s really driving me crazy.