i feel like there is nothing to do in life. i feel bored. it’s very strange, there is no way to describe it. i go from being happy to this in a short period of time. i sometimes feel like running something across my skin. there is no explaintion as to why i feel like this, there are just times when i want to do something random like that. when that emotion passes i get depressed. i feel like i can’t amount to anything, i’m useless, a waste of space, etc. sometimes i do feel like shutting out the world. i kick everyone out of my room and i would sit there and basically do nothing because nothing i do help cure these feelings.